yes, I know exactly what you mean. and people wonder why I hate men. That insensitive piece of scumbag deserves to burn in hell for saying that.
One scar, two scar, three scar, four
One slash, two slash, lets go deeper
I need more.
One drop, two drops, three drops
this is just not enough.
One blade, two blades, three blades
I just can’t stop this self hate.
One lie, two lies, three lies, maybe more
I’m no longer sure, I just want
to close my eyes and fade away
to the dripping of blood on the floor.
One cut, two cuts, three cuts, four
Just one last time before
I knock on suicide’s door.
So one of my co workers had been asking me what happened with my ex and why I haven't been dating for almost two years. And when I went on to explain my high school sweetheart who I was engaged to beat me, abused me emotionally and made me feel worthless because I wouldn't give him my virginity. His friend said to me "I would have beat you too. You will be alone forever if you don't learn to put out." Fuck you that! I hope men like that get their dick up in a wood chipper. You know what I mean?